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Thursday, July 31, 2008

Nightmare approaching

Can you imagine 3 months just past like that. In about less than 2 weeks time, the sucky school life will begins. This semester I have 5 examinable modules. 9 Weeks of torturing 7 hours practical. 4 days of 8am lessons. Though the new semester has not started yet but I can feel the intensive stress I will be facing. In additional, my piano examination is around the corner too. Been practicing much often than usual. Sianzzzzz


Sunday, July 27, 2008

7 Things

The seven things I like about you

Your hair, your eyes Your old Levis

When we kiss I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hand in mine When we're intertwined

Everything's alright I wanna be with the one I know

And the seventh thing I like the most that you do You make me love you

Sunday, July 20, 2008

New Chinese Name

I was given a new Chinese name: Lin Bin Jie, Winnie.
Call me that if you want but this only applies to TF. I guess many of you might be wondering why Bin Jie right? The reason is …. Probably you can consult TF to explain to you. But I suppose his consultant’s fee will be too expensive.

I’m now listening to Elva – Honey Honey Honey. This song is so sweet.

I specially love this phrase:

“做我的Honey Honey Honey
放在你的心裡
下半個世紀
我用分分秒秒好好愛你
Oh Honey Honey Honey
躲進你的懷裡
我要我們膩在一起
這樣一直甜下去”

May i?

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Last day of work

Today is my last day of work. I was well-prepared today because I wore flats instead of heels. At least my legs are not so tired. For the duration of the lesson, nothing much happens except for some unnecessary attitude by one of the trainee. This woman was not capable of borrowing a notebook from the company and was rather upset about it because she couldn’t tried out the excel exercises by herself. She was freaking kan john because all the trainees are required to take the excel test on Friday. This woman makes a big fuss out of it as if she was like a little 10 year old girl whose parents refused to buy the toys she wants. Then the trainer was professional enough to lend her his notebook to practice. After working for 2 days, I found that some things aren’t the way you see. Well, all I can say was this working experience was definitely a good exposure.

Well, I got something frightening to share. To begin with, I was on the phone with TF throughout my bus journey for like one and a half hour. When I was about to reach my house’s bus-stop, we hanged up the phone. Then I was getting ready to alight. When I was standing up, I saw this middle-aged guy (20-30 year old) talking to me but I couldn’t understand what he was trying to deliver so I ignored him and tapped my card before I alight the bus. However, after alighting, I felt that someone is following behind me so I turned around and saw this man smiling back at me and standing motionlessly at the bus-stop but looking at my direction. I started to feel scared and walked quickly to my void deck and press the lift’s button. I turned back and found that he was no longer standing at the bus stop and when I happened to turn back again, he was sitting at the benches in front of the lift. I was damn frightened. Luckily, the mama’s shop owner (my neighbor) also planned to take the lift and I thought I was saved. I was trying to peep at him and caught him staring me so suspiciously. My luck wasn’t that great because, when the lift’s door opens, the mama’s shop owner saw his friends and they began chatting away. I was like so astonished at the moment and the first thing in my mind was to call my mummy if she is at home. Luckily my mummy was at home and I asked if she can come down to fetch me and had the intention to explain to her what was going on but I didn’t at last because my luck was back once again, there was a group of females dashing into the lift. So I merely followed in. I was afraid to take the lift alone because I’m afraid that he would dash in. Fortunately they group of girls saved me from the awkward position. When I reached my floor, my mummy already open the door widely to wait for me. She was afraid that something happens to me too. She told me not to take lift alone when I don’t feel safe. I told my brother about it, and he told me to confront that pervert and ask why are you looking at me in this way. And no doubt I believe I’m not so brave to shout at him anyway. Please don’t let me see THE PERVERT GUY AGAIN!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Feedback

Well, yesterday was my first day of work. Basically my job-scoop just requires me to be attentively to what the trainer said and just guide those trainees along if they happen to get lost during the course. To be honest, I think this is an easy job and I’m able to learn the new excel 2007 as well. But the bad thing was, I have to stand for most of the time and walk around the room to see if the trainees were at the correct windows. Majority of them did but just some lazy smart ass trying to be act smart by choosing not to listen to the trainer and try to read through the textbook and figure out themselves. May be they just like to learn from the hard way I guess. Tomorrow will be my last day there. Just hope everything goes fine like Monday.

Today happen to v
sit my own blog and saw my “TF” tagged me. I was so amazed. I just find that he is getting sweeter as days goes by.

And remember, You Are Always On My Mind Love You Baby!

He is somebody who can make my day! Tag more ok “TF”?
Well this is my blog so I can write whatever I like including as my feeling for “TF”. I miss you!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Working

Gosh! Tomorrow will be my first day of work. I have to wake up like 6am to wash up, bath and make up and get my butt to leave my house by 7am. So that I will be able to meet my manager on time at 7.45am to 8.00am at the taxis stand near the Ministry of Education. God bless me that everything goes smoothly moreover nothing goes wrong. It’s been whole two months since I wake up at 6am. Even if I got to attend lessons during my school days, I will always drag my time until 6.45am before I’m really willing to leave my bed. Fortunately, I only have to work for 2 days which is Monday and Wednesday. But my suffering is not going to end until Friday because I’m going to attend my qualifying English test which starts at 9.30am to 11.45am. Hope I can pass so that I will not waste one semester. After this week, I can go back to my lazy life.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Feeling Better

I had a good chat with my best friend phyo. She is definitely someone who can give you good advice and someone you can throw all your sorrow to. She kept inducing me knowledge on her experience. Feeling so much better after talking to her at least, I don’t have to dig many pits in my heart so as to bury all the problems. She really knows how to think in his point of views which I may not have ever thought of. She listed out the main problem and I truly believe that is the root cause of all unnecessary problems.

phy . 0 says:

hah

phy . 0 says:

i think what you want and what he gives is not in the right place

phy . 0 says:

he thinks by doing all this you'll feel his love

phy . 0 says:

which is also a way of showing his love for you lah

phy . 0 says:

cux even though he is tired he still stay up to talk to you ma

phy . 0 says:

but what you want to hear and feel is another thing which he does not really express

Winnie - But why? says:

WOW phyo

Winnie - But why? says:

BINGO

phy . 0 says:

hahahah

Winnie - But why? says:

u really got it all rite

Winnie - But why? says:

these are something i nv thought of

phy . 0 says:

haha yea

phy . 0 says:

so both of you love each other

phy . 0 says:

just expressing it in a wrong way

phy . 0 says:

*in a

phy . 0 says:

so this small thing can solve

Winnie - But why? says:

wow phyo u give mi confidence again


Probably in life, you need to learn from the hard way to overcome all the problems. Capable of identifying the problem means you have half won the battle. May be some adjustments can be made to make everything falls back to the correct place. I shouldn’t hu xi ruan xiang anymore. Before I end, she makes mi realize that Brxxk Oxx is forbidden words in a relationship. They are very harsh words to be used and may give rise to consequences that may be unbearable. So my dictionary is going to delete these two words for the time being. Treasure is the word that i needed most now.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Composers

Baroque Period

1. Rameau

2. Gluck

Classical Period

1. Haydn

2. Mozart

3. Beethoven

Romantic Period

1. Berlioz

2. Wagner

3. Dvorak

4. Brahms

5. Tchaikovsky

6. Debussy

Contemporary Period

1. Stravinsky

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Untitled

Winnie - Bored!! says:
lol
Winnie - Bored!! says:
hahaha
Winnie - Bored!! says:
i m trying hard to adjust back
Winnie - Bored!! says:
feel so lazy
Winnie - Bored!! says:
OMG
Winnie - Bored!! says:
may b it's time to go back to sch to make mi occupied
Lin: Let`s remember your yesterdays,dream your tommorow and live your todays says:
hmm. . .
Lin: Let`s remember your yesterdays,dream your tommorow and live your todays says:
may be u shd get a bf to make u occupied

Monday, July 7, 2008

First 21st Birthday Gift

Hurarry! My mummy bought me a burberry bag as my 21st birthday gift. I am so happy and overwhelmed. I love this bag very much :)


And this is my bag!!!

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Bitter

  • Empty
  • Striped naked
  • Confused
  • Cold wind
  • Attacking
  • Heart
  • Cold sharp sword
  • Fragile
  • Weakness
  • Warmth
  • Vanish
  • Sacrfice
  • Trying
  • Beautiful Memory
  • Dilemma
  • Sad
  • Thoughts
  • Giving up
  • Reluctant
  • Let go
  • Unwilling
  • Upset him
  • Loving
  • To move on
  • Changes
  • Stress
  • Tears
  • Heartache
  • Sleepless
  • Quit my thought
  • Make peace
  • Tired
  • Helpless
  • Reality
  • Cruel
  • Truth
  • Unpleasant
  • Naïve
  • Regrets
  • Foolish
  • Blinded
  • Bury the hatchet

Tuesday, July 1, 2008