Finally at ease

Got back my semester two results, though it was not remarkably excellent however I m contented with the results for the reason that I managed to pass all the modules. This was what I anticipate so badly previously. As this semester modules were really like a horrify movie, full of suspense. It’s like riding on the roller coaster, blind-folded. I promised I will work even harder for the next semester. Now I’m legitimately affirm as a year two student. Finally first year of university life has past so quickly because every one of us is too busy with reports, tests, examination and fears. To sum up, I left about 4 more semesters to go before I enter the workforce. I believe I should have treasure my school life more because I will certainly miss my school life. So right now I only wish to be happy and enjoy my last 2 months of holidays. To be exact, I only realized that, today is the first day that I had the holiday feeling, though my holidays began 1 month ago. The previous one month, I feel that I’m like dream-walking, don’t have the solid feeling of the real holidays until today. So right now, I should recharge my battery before the new semester begins. Cheers!!

Back to Singapore

I’m back to my little clean and green homeland. I m so fascinated the moment the plane landed on Singapore Changi International Airport. This China trip was not as amazing and I had already presumed that it wouldn’t contains any interesting factors in it. In conclusion, I bought many clothes and accessories, they are extremely cheap.

Read through many emails and they were really delicate. They sound like a dairy to me. Telling me the daily life, I really appreciated that he actually would bother to type so many emails to me “Though I might not have the chance to read them until I came back to Singapore” Thanks so much my “TF”.

Do you know that actually after hanging the phone with you before I board the flight, the ‘feeling’ just gush out so swiftly. I felt the same as you. I was completely defeated by the emptiness in myself. The image of you kept appearing and reappearing but I know they were only figment of my imagination. In fact, I hope to go back to my little island quickly.

But some despondency crop up during the first conversation on the return. I’m to be blame because of my stupid thoughts and views. Thus I’ve decided to reformat my mind and reinstall the entire program inside and safely remove those viruses that are harmful to my mind as they will result in serious corruption and give rise to unbearable consequences. I have such thinking because, I could foresee what is going to happen if these viruses continue to assault my mind. I never want such corruption to occur for the reason that I treasure “TF aka _ _”lol. So I just hope everything will be back to normal. May i?

Dear god, please grant my little wish, let me overcome these obstacles smoothly I will work even harder next semester.

Setting off tomorrow

Well I’ll be visiting China (Shanghai and Suzhou) for the next 5 days. I don’t feel very excited this time round mainly because of 3 issues.

Firstly because of academics, because I’ll be receiving the big bomb really soon after I’m back in Singapore. So feeling rather nervous and frighten. Post exam feeling also driving me nuts because I already lost count of how many sleepless night I had and how many nightmares I suffered from. May god bless me, please just let me pass every single modules. I didn’t expect much too. I will pray hard, this feeling practically making me feel so sucks I’m just so scared.
Do you know how scare? I CAN ASSURE YOU dreadfully extremely extraordinarily SCARED!!!

Secondly, because it’s going to China so I presumed that I wouldn’t buy plenty stuff back also because I seriously question about the quality of the product there. So I think I will go there just to enjoy the scenery (I hope there is good scenery and hopefully the weather there is not going to melt me) and to accompany my mummy. Most importantly is to visit my 6th aunt there. I didn’t expect much from this trip either. Wish my family and I a safe trip to and fro. Cheers!!

Thirdly and finally, there I going to miss my family though it’s only a very short trip of five days but I just want to miss them. And I also will miss ‘TF’, I really can’t imagine scenario whereby we have to stop any form of communication for the coming 5 days. I wonder how it would be. Hopefully the feeling will not be that awful but I presumed it will be that bad anyway. In additional, after pouring my trouble to him today. I feel happier. Just want to tell him that, I really don’t wish to add on a heavy burden on him. I just want everyone to be happy. The feeling is always so strong and not going to deteriorate in any case. Last but not least, I want to tell him and my beloved family that, I will miss him and my family a lot. Must MISS me!

Reality

The guy can completely understand a girl only when he manages to interpret everything she didn’t put into verbal.

Clothes Clothes Clothes !!!

Ling Zhi's 21st Birthday Celebration

I'm too tired to blog so just view the picture you will know how much fun we had !!

Happy Birthday to Ling Zhi and thanks so much for your dinner
May you enjoy your birthday to the fullest
All the best to you!!!!!

That’s life

Only one word can be used to describe my life flawlessly at this instant: Awkward

Nonetheless, I still miss “TF” incredibly much. May the fairy or goblins or angel or monster out there, please abduct him to my place at these particular minutes? Please grant my infinitesimal and diminutive request will you? =0_0=

Orchard

Don't you think we are adorable???

Smile like me!!!

Though I’m bored but I’m blissful.

1. Song playing at the moment?~Take a Bow - Rihanna
2. Reasons for living?~ To be contented with life

3. Do you think you're ok?~ i suppose I'm normal now

4. Ever donated blood?~ Nope

5. Favorite color(s)?~black..

6. Accessories you usually wear?~ my diamond ring and cystal bracelet

7. One song to describe a heartbreak?~ Better in time

8. Last place you went to?~ Bank

9. Last person you went out with?~ My parents

10.The most exciting sport?~ Mugging, it's a sport to me because it requires alot energy

11. whats your feeling now?~ Feeling happy but 40% bored

12. Movie you want to watch?~ no preference

13. Any piercings?~ ears

14. The most romantic gift?~ "TF and =0_0="

15. Acted on stage before?~ of coz.

16. Struck by lightning before?~ What a crappy question?

17. Danced with your loved ones?~ Nope

18. Ever wished you could turn backtime?~ Of coz

19. What would you do if you woke upone day to find yourself to be with someone from the opposite sex?~ I will see who is that

20. One song that's meaningful toyou?~ Take a bow

21. Last person you met for the first time?~ friend's friend

22. What will you be doing tomorrow?~ Slack at home

23. Ever thought of robbing a bank?~ yes if i m crazy

24. One thing you totaly regretdoing/done?~ Too much to list it out

25. Do people like you?~ Erm i dunno

26. What was the last game you played on the computer?~ Too bad i dun play any games

27. Someone who means a lot to you atthe moment?~ Family and "TF"

28. The color of your mobile phone?~ Silver

29. Do you hate someone at the moment?~ NUS

30. What do you wish to happen now?~ I'm NOT gg to reveal

31. Last time you ate pizza?~ That was so long ago 3 months ago?

32. Ever been given a ring?~ of coz

33. Do people think you're weird?~ Sometimes

34. Movies now showing that you hate?~ no idea

35. Most important thing in your room? ~ mirror

36. Last movie watched?~ i forget the title

37. Last television show watched?~ erm guess show

38. Who is the person you want to see right now?~ "TF"

39. Ever called a person useless?~ i dun remember i onli like to call people ben dan

40. Are you good at hiding your feelings?~ I used to but now i can confess to someone special

OK enough of craps for today!!

First day of holiday

Well, actually nothing happen much today. Just want to update for the sake of updating. Since my blog has been quite stagnant for sometime already. Today, “CS” just came across my mind because it affected “somebody’s mood” and through the diffusion process, it diffuses to me and because it affect me so much, the one who started the “CS-ness” got more “CS” than before. The root cause of this bad feeling is due to “CS”. Perhaps you might be wondering what is “CS” well I’m not going to reveal this because this is the secret between “US”. In life, there will always be obstacles hindering our way but we should not concede to it but we have to overcome these obstacles to reach a higher level in life. Obstacles are part and parcels in life. We shouldn’t be afraid of it but treat it as challenge instead. Life’s like a coin, it is two sided. We can choose to be happy or depress. But aren’t it better to be happy to lead everyday life fruitfully rather than to be sad and live in our own sorrow- ness. In conclusion, it’s my job to relieve your “CS-ness” no matter how hard it is or how difficult the path is, fret not because being someone “smart” like me has my own way to handle this sticky situation.

So =0_0=