25 June 2008

Meet up with my secondary school friends. Had an interesting talk with all of them and finally able to meet up with my best friend who just came back from Scotland. Seem like we are only meeting up annually. But every meeting is definitely a memorable one. Had many pictures taken.

Today start off boringly and reached with climax during our gathering and ended with a loud “Bang” before 26 June 2008 arrived. It was full of ups and downs, I guess my life is full of up and down to be exact. I nearly had a big concussion, when I say nearly meaning it hasn’t happen yet but close to happening.

Wonder why human likes to keep things in suspense even when the things are stuck at the throat and just by giving another 1% of strength which can have the magnificent power to enables one to blast out every single thing. With this tiny little action, it would definitely make everything turns out fine. But humans tend to choose the difficult routes by keeping everything to themselves and wanting to wait for auspicious time just to reveal the so call secrets. Probably this is parts and parcel of life and the only way to solve this problem is to accept your fate. This is because fate is something for you to believe and accept it since there is no way to change our fate.

And one more thing, I really like to clarify how important is important. Does it mean that saying this particle issue is not important and it really means it is not important? This really puzzles me. Certain issue to certain people will be classify under the important category but to others it might not be necessary the same. Probably to me, everything and everybody that I have encounter in my life is important because I believe everything happen for a reason. Once it’s gone it will never come back to me again but it might not applies to others.

Like I have said in my post on June 9 2008,
After that day, I found that human only regret after losing something or somebody. I really feel it that way. So right now I will try my best to treasure everyone around me before it’s too late.
But there is always a big gap between having the intention to treasure and do you have the right to treasure. Probably only fate has the right to choose from either one of the choices.

Views

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

It’s Thursday

Woke up at about 12.40 pm as usual and text my TF. I just find him so interesting at the way he was replying me and making me MIL with him. Then my aunt who was on MC ask if I want to go to another aunt’s house and thinking that I have nothing to do at home so might as well go and entertain my adorable cousin. After bathing and making up, left my house at only 4 plus. By the time we reached there it’s already going to 5 pm, watched a “china production movie” with my cousin. I’m really amazed by their damn “marvelous”. translation. Can you imagine the actor said “you yi dian” in Chinese and the translated subtitle which was in English wrote this “yes, 1.00”. My reaction was like ….. “no comment”. Then went downstairs to look at my cousin’s pet or should I said his temporary pets. They are huge, resemble like rabbits but a bit like gigantic hamster. Each of this pets cost 500 bucks and there are total 3 of them. I will never spend such money on these animals , I would rather spend this amount on bags. That’s more Winnie right? After that went to take a look at my cousin’s tortoise, by right there are a total of 2 but one was gone. The maid still said that, this afternoon when she was changing the water, the two tortoises were still there. So my cousin went to look for it in the garden. I lend him a helping hand too but unfortunately there was no avail of the small creature. Then my aunt suspects that the tortoise might have left the house and drop into a big canal which was located just besides the house. Then we give up the idea of looking for it since we couldn’t find it anyway. Dinner time arrived and around 7.20pm sent my cousin to her tuition with my aunts and cousin. Walked around Bishan area and meanwhile waiting for my cousin to end her tuition which ends at 9.30pm. Soon her tuition ended and we went back to my aunt’s house. Surprisingly, the maid told us that she found the tortoise just below my aunt’s car. Luckily the tortoise never hides under the wheel if not the poor tortoise sure flat. Probably the tortoise can’t bear to part with his room-mates thus coming back to bring her away but unluckily he was caught. I guess I’m thinking too much but there might be 1% of this possibility since they have been living together for 2 years.

Up and down

Last Saturday had a busy day. Too lazy to type out the whole thing so I just give the key words.

• Fuming
• Unreasonable
• Too bored
• Too free
• Gloomy
• Cry
• Sad
• Understanding
• Fine
• Apologize
• Return back to normal
• Continue to row the boat
• Kite flying high once again
• Bought new camera
• Went to party world to sing my lungs out
• 4am
• Tired

Sunday

• Piano
• Leg pain
• Blisters
• Hot
• Melting
• Sun
• Meeting
• Story behind the scene
• Xiao bai
• Sensible
• Sensitive
• Understood thoroughly
• Continue to row my boat
• Kite flying high again
• Talking session
• Loving
• Adorable
• Missing
• Oh ya before I forget. Stone throwing session
• Finally everything back to normal
  

Lacklustre Day

Yesterday night, I had a very bad headache. Can’t get into sleep until I took some pain killer to end the misery. To conclude, yesterday was a ‘F’ lacklustre lonesome day.

Always be my baby-David Cook

we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I'm letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never die,no!

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

i ain't gonna cry no
and i won't beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave girl
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you'll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

i know that you'll be back girl
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
i know that,you'll be right back, baby
oh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time
of time

you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

you and i will always be
no way your never gonna shake me
no way your never gonna shake me
you and i will always be..

Questions and Answers you might be interested

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will be heartbroken and leave him moreover never want to see him again. His name will be fade away in Winnie’s dictionary and I will be munificent enough to give them the best wishes. Hopefully the poor girl will not suffer like what I did. Finally if you happen to be the Asshole who go around to break girl’s heart, you better go and end your life!

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
To be happy with my family and that of course is inclusive of TF

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
Japan

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Obviously, I m rather confused now.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
He has to be gentleman and coax me like his precious girl. Never make me frown and tear if possible. He should loyal to me and never do stupid stunt behind my back. He should love my family like the way he love me. He should never bully me, hurt me and abandon me in anyway.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Of course being loved by someone is more blessed. But if I have to love someone who is worth it I don’t mind to do it too.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
It’s all depend on how much the person is worth it

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I will give them the best wishes and willing to be there for him whenever he needs me.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yes, someone important left me recently cum some diminutive minuscule little issues going on around me

#10. What do you want most in life?
To be healthy and to be loved wholeheartedly. Happiness is also a crucial factor in my life.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
No comment

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Good career, good salary and married with a blissful family.

#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
All my family members, TF and friends

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
No idea

#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
That’s of course, being single and rich,

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
I would like to rear TF can? I will try not to abuse him that much lol

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
No exam, no quarrels, no fights, no need to work, no reports, no tests, no practical, no attitude

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
Stubborn, loyal and sensitive

#19. What do you define as a bad day?
When everything just turns out bad for me

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
It’s pretty hard to choose so I’ll just keep it a secret

Internet functioning well once again!!

Wondering where have I been for the past 1 week? Well my internet is down due to the spoilt adaptor. So I’ve been missing in action for quite sometime. The past one week was a sorrowful week because I lost someone precious who was my maternal side grandfather. I really regretted for not going down to visit him that day, but fortunately I still managed to catch a glimpse of him saying good-bye to me. That image will never fade in my mind. After that day, I found that human only regret after losing something or somebody. I really feel it that way. So right now I will try my best to treasure everyone around me before it’s too late. Thanks for being my grandfather. You must be happy in another world and may you rest in peace.