It’s Christmas again

Merry Christmas!!! Time flies, it’s Christmas time again…. Had a simple celebration yesterday, though it’s simple but it’s the “person” that I m spending with makes it a great Christmas.

Nevertheless, I felt so bad because something unexpected happen …so sorry TF

I'm so BORED !! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

China trip (8 Dec 08 – 16 Dec 08)

Well, I’m too lazy to blog out every single detail because it simply will take me like days. This trip was not really enjoying because it was extraordinary cold. I have to wear minimum 4 tops and 2 bottoms a day with a thick cool/leather jacket. If not I will be freeze to death. Besides wearing a lot of clothes, we still need to put heat pack in our shoes to keep us warm. The weather there is cold and dry thus I was having nose bleeding and flu every single day right from day one. My skin was also super dry and suffering from skin peeling which I hated so much. Have to apply a lot of moisturizer to ease the after effect of skin peeling. Imagine all our mineral water turn into ice when we left it in the bus for one night, even the medical oil turn into ice. Most importantly, the main reason I didn’t really enjoy the trip was because, I misses my TF and my family.

Besides the cold weather which I have been complaining, the toilet there also cannot make it, I mean most toilets but there are exceptions for hotels. Though the toilet may look clean but the smell was intolerable. I still remember there was once I entered the toilet and held my breath as long as possible and after I rushed out of the toilet I vomited. Can you imagine how smelly the toilet was? Which is capable of making me to feel nauseous and vomited?

To be fair, I shouldn’t be stating all the negative points. They do have some positive points. I had been to china when I was quite young probably primary five, 10 years ago, the changes were big for instance it became a cleaner country probably because of the Olympic. The International airport was also amazing; it can be comparable to our Changi International airport.

In conclusion, I still like Singapore, I like the hot weather, I like the orderly traffic, I like the clean toilets, I like the non-salty food, the most important is, my love is here lol

I shall upload the pictures soon once my lappy is back. Stay tune :)

One day you 'll ask me what's more important, you or my life?
I'll say my life and u'll walk away,
never knowing tat YOU are my whole life...

NEVER ENDING!!!

It’s has been quite sometime since I last blogged. Well I have completed two out of five of my examinations. By right now I should be mugging my inorganic chemistry but my brain just got too saturated by the physical chemistry. I have been studying the physically chemistry from 11am to 6pm (6 hours straight) completed 4 past year papers. My next exam will be scheduled on this coming Friday. To be more optimistic, next week at this timing, I should be enjoying my heavenly life at “wala wala”.

I super detest this period of time, when you have to mug non-stop, cannot sleep at ease, the first thing in the morning, you see lecture notes and the last thing before you sleep, you are still starring at the lecture notes. This type of life sucks. How I wish, that the first thing I see when I wake will be “TF” and the last thing I see before I sleep will be “TF” again.

Recently frictions came in inevitably however; I believe this will be the passing phase. Seriously apologized for the big problem I gave you. I know I was at fault. Nevertheless I still want to say: Baby I love you!!

It just flows naturally. It’s beyond my control. Probably I’m emotionally and mentally unstable.

I am a piece of cloud

His master piece lol!~

Life Transformers

My eyes are filled with tears for half of the show. The girl is really poor thing. This makes me realise how unpredictable life is. After watching the show, I realised that I am so fortunate. We should never live in regret and treat everyday meaningfully. We never know what’s going to happen next in our life. I had this feeling before and never want to experience it again. The feeling and pain I had can never be understood by anyone except me.

30 Oct 2008

Nice video to share LOL!!!

25 Oct 2008

Dinner at Breko - Holland Village

Tea Session @ Essential Brew

Poached Pear and Jasmine Tiramisu

Cheers !!

Cheers !!

Me and Mei Shan 1

Me and Mei Shan 2

Enjoy the picturesss ..... I MISS MY TF ...... HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Tf's Birthday

Gelare Ice Cream Cake


Present

Singapore Flyer

Raindropsss

Raining

Nice Scenery

Smile

Time of our life ~ may this be forever :)

It’s October already

Time flies so quickly, about 2 more months, 2008 will come to an end. Feeling so freaking bored now but in fact I still got so many things for me to digest such as that stupid analytical chemistry. Argh!!! My life SUCKS

Yoke Hong's Birthday Celebration

Am i asking too much?

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Term break

Currently I’m mugging but unfortunately I cannot really focus so I decided to blog. This coming week shall be my term break but to be exact it is actually study break because, there are so many tests ahead waiting to freak me out when school commerce on 29 Sep 2008. If I continue to nag and grumble about school life I guess this entry will end up so boring. Thus that’s enough for my school.

Yesterday I realised something and indeed this incident knock some sense to me about the importance of TF. I never want that to happen again. Never! I seem to get influenced very easily on certain matter and make me confused and lost for a while. But luckily I still managed to walk out the maze safely. People tend to go astray when things get pretty saturated. Promised that such enticement will never make me lost in my way again. There’s only one and one person standing at the opposite end of my journey and he shall be my beloved baby.

What’s wrong?

Something is terribly wrong with me however I really cannot identify what’s the problem. Sadly seem to take my smile away. I don’t feel like smiling so often. Today when I was bathing, tears suddenly drop and the funny part is I don’t even know what the reason is. I just feel that there is so much stuff being hidden at the deepest part of my heart and it’s beyond my control to recognize the intensive problem. I really hope to say it out to people close around me but I don’t even know how should I put every single fragments of my problem into a full picture. I tried to think deeper and all I can squeeze out of my brain was my tears. I try even harder to think and finally came to a conclusion that dominating part for this problem is school followed by piano.
For school, things are getting more and more taxing and I m almost at the verge of cannot cope. There are so many lecture notes and tutorials stacking for me to revise. Continuously rushing for difficult reports, assignment and mugging for tests really driving me nuts. It’s not that I never pay attention in lecture which makes me unable to understand what is the lecturer trying to deliver but it’s beyond my understanding. Stressful emotion is filling up from the base to the brim of me and making me extremely mood-less, weak and emotional. This is not what I wished. I want to be the happy girl I used to be. But currently, if I spoke more than 5 words, my tears will drop. Though from the outside, I may be smiling and in joyous mood but that’s not the real me. Probably, I have been on a very long holiday which makes me still unable to switch back to my current life. I really need some powerful capsule to boost up my mood. Regards to relationship, other than some small sparkles there aren’t gigantic unsolvable problems. Patience and security is all I really need. If you are reading this entry and you happen to know me. Please refrain from asking me what’s wrong with me. I really appreciate your concern but I seriously don’t wish to further elaborate.

Enjoyable Day with “TF”

Today met up with “TF” and we went town today by public. Traveling with him is simply so pleasant because he’s always there to entertain me and never fails to make me laugh. Went to catch “Wall-E” but wasn’t as great as I imagined. It gets pretty boring for some part. But overall it’s like an educational documentary show. Then we went to take a stroll since we were pretty full after our dinner. Something happens when we were walking towards the MRT station which makes him super “agitated”, though it doesn’t concerns us. Overall, I love today but for sure, I love “TF” most.

This is atrocious!!!!!!

I m extremely tired mentally and physically

I'm not Happy!

Horrendous Event on 25 August 2008

The price for going home at 5.30pm instead of 6.00pm for consecutively two weeks = 1 Physical chemistry Test on next Monday. :(

School Life

I was back to school for one week already. All I can say is stress is inevitably. But fortunately, the first two weeks are our honeymoon period. The horror nightmares will commerce on the third week onward, when all the tutorials and practicals begin. Currently I was revising my analytical chemistry but the facts just couldn’t get into my brain so to diverse my attention awhile, I shall blog.

I guess many of my readers are interested about 21^st birthday celebration. I m too lazy to write every single details thus I shall post pictures. Since a picture will speak a thousand words right? Enjoy the photos.

Thanks for all the presents and ang baos!!!

Happy 21st Birthday To Winnie

My lovely flower from "TF"

Shall blog about my birthday when i m free :)

Thanks to all my family and peers for coming to share the special day with me :)

I love you all :)

A Porcupine Analogy

It was during winter, there were 2 porcupines. fearing tat they may die from the winter cold, they began to cuddle up to each other. As they got closer to each other, their quills began to poke each other - in the process, hurting the both of them. Fearing tat this may happen again, they decided to stay away from each other, so as to prevent themselves from gettin hurt agn. However, the winter got too cold and both of them died as they couldnt get any warmth by their own.

However there were another 2 more porcupines, they both know tat if they cuddle too close to each other, they will hurt themselves. however to prevent this from happening, they maintain a small distance from each other, but still can receive warmth from each other. thus in this cold winter, both of them survive.

I found this story from one of the blog i read, it simply so true. Don't you think so?

Tropical Pavilion

This is the tropical Pavilion

Ah Ma's Birthday

Ah Ma's Birthday Cake

She is my beloved ah ma

Happy Birthday to ah ma!!! Be Healthy always

These are my small small cousin

She is the princess in my house

Don't you find her extraordinary cute?